Hi Varlen,
I am not sure I understand where you are at with the Lord yet. Pardon me for my inquiry, but your quote sounded like you are still working yourself up to that commitment to follow Christ with all your heart,mind,and strength.
Do you believe that your commitment to follow Jesus a necessity for salvation?
Do you believe that the keeping of your commitment to follow Jesus... to never sin again, is an indicator of your heart,mind,and strength in following Jesus? (Remember Peter when he believed he would not deny the Lord?)
May I suggest coming to Jesus without looking to yourself to follow Him, but look to Him to help you follow Him by faith alone without making that commitment to do so?
John 1:12But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name: 13Which were born, not of blood, nor of the will of the flesh, nor of the will of man, but of God.
2 Corinthians 3:4And such trust have we through Christ to God-ward:
5Not that we are sufficient of ourselves to think any thing as of ourselves; but our sufficiency is of God; 6Who also hath made us able ministers of the new testament; not of the letter, but of the spirit: for the letter killeth, but the spirit giveth life.
Is He not the One that enables us to minister in serving Him?
2 Corinthians 4: 5For we preach not ourselves, but Christ Jesus the Lord; and ourselves your servants for Jesus' sake. 6For God, who commanded the light to shine out of darkness, hath shined in our hearts, to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ. 7But we have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellency of the power may be of God, and not of us.
The people even asked Jesus if they needed to do anything to do God's work in them.
John 6:28Then said they unto him, What shall we do, that we might work the works of God? 29Jesus answered and said unto them, This is the work of God, that ye believe on him whom he hath sent.
I was right there with you, brother, under that commitment to follow Christ as it divided my mind, making me double-minded in my walk with Him. I striven to do the best I can in keeping my commitment to follow Him, but I kept failing. Everytime I turn to the Lord for help, He set me up on my feet, but I went back to trying to keep my commitment to follow Christ, thinking I owed Him to keep on trying. I was a yo yo. I had quit being a deacon twice because I felt like a fraud.
Years later I was working out at a warehouse where I used to work at. I had developed a bad habit of cussing to let go of stress whenever no one was around. I mean, I would yell it loud and clear in venting my frustration.
One day, I had picked up a pamphlet that convicted me of the words of my mouth through the scriptures given in it. On the back of the pamphlet, a religious guantlet was tossed in making this covenent with my mouth to which I applied towards not cussing ever again. Well, the next day, I was worse than I ever was before. The devil seemed like he was there as a thought entered my head that I as not His, for if I was His, He would have helped me keep my covenant. I had stopped listening to the devil, and being at my wits end, I asked the Lord why He wasn't helping me.
In a still small voice, not audible, but inwardly, I heard Him. "You made the covenant. You said you were going to do it. I made the Covenant, and I said I am going to do it. All I asked from you is to believe on Me."
I was humbled that day in 1994. It wasn't much later when Promise Keepers' went nationwide across all the denomenational churches. I felt obliged to warn my brothers. At that time I was going to two Bible studies. One group that cme from the PK said that it wasn't about making promises to god, but to man.. to help us be accountable in our walk. Another group testified that it was not about making promises to man, but to God for they cannot rely on man to be there when they need him. I didn't go to any PK event, but I read enough of it to know it was about both. As I tried to speak against it, one catholic/mason pointed out that isn't the commitment to follow Christ like a promise? Then he answered as I was dumbstruck, "Sure it is.." That was when I blurted out that no more will I be identified by my commitment to follow Christ but declare my faith in Him that He will enable me to follow Him by faith alone.
Truly, the altar call for the commitment to follow Christ and the PK program is something that the call of mighty men and nobles would respond to, but that is not how we are supposed to be called. There is no strength in surrendering. That is why the poor in spirit are blessed because they know they can't do it as all eyes and hopes are on Jesus, Our Saviour and Good Shepherd.
When I confronted the leader of the ministry that put out that pamphlet, he had said I wasn't trying hard enough in keeping my covenant with my mouth.
Galatians 3:1-3 & Philippians 1:6,9-11 & Galatians 5:1
I have confidence that Jesus shall finish His workmanship in me in His day as I placed my trust in the Lord to do it. (I cuss a whole lot less as it no longer has dominion over me). He had alot to work with but He is with me always as I trust him to prevent me from falling and to present me faultless as all my hopes are on Him to do it.
1 John 3:3 & Jude 1:24-25
Jesus came to save sinners from their sins so that sin will not have dominion over us as He will succor us when we are tempted Hebrews 2:18 & provide us the escape 1 Corinthians 10:13 so as Jesus taught this prayer to say to the Father in Heaven, He will lead us away from temptation and deliver us from the evil one because Thine is the kingdom, the power, and the glory forever. Amen.
So don't let that commitment to follow Christ keep you from coming to Him. It is a thief. Nothing should be inbetween us and Jesus as a means to Him. John 10:7-8 Jesus is the Door, not the commitment to follow Christ. Jesus shall be Lord over us... not the commitment to follow Christ. Our hopes are on Him not only for eternal life but for the abundant life as living as His by faith. Why else is it written simply that the just shall live by faith? It is a relationship of trust, not a religious yoke. Jesus is the Good News to man.
May the Lord cause the increase for I know it took me awhile to see that Jesus asked me to follow Him... not make a commitment to do so as if by keeping that commitement will enable me to follow Him. He is My Enabler.
Matthew 11:28-30 & Hebrews 4:1-16


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